Do you see the post labeled "Fresh Market?" Do you remember how happy and enthusiastic I was in that post? How I even took the time to put up photographs? Well guess what? It's over. Just like that. It actually started to deteriorate soon after that night. Quickly. It was over before it began and now I am back where I started. Back like I was at the beginning of the year. Starting over. Notice a pattern? There definitely is one. I noticed it myself. It's basically my self-destruct button. Someone pushes it and then I somehow end up losing everything around me. Not by choice, and not by my doing. It's because I find flaws in a situation and when I bring them up the shit hits the fan and unfortunately, I was cooling my face before it did so. There always seems to be one individual who is poison though and they seem to ruin it all. But I've been through this before and I can get through it.
Whatever.
Mood: Unnoticed, Unimportant, Unappreciated. -At least my family loves me. What more is there to ask for right?
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