2 Days Left

It's been awhile, and a lot has happened. I would first like to update you on the English class I applied to. Remember that they only accept 12 students, and hundreds applied. Well, I would like to announce that I was accepted! I am shocked and now nervous, but very happy. Another announcement, I got a new car! I got a 2009 Honda Accord. It was a huge surprise and I am happy about that also. However, amongst everything to be happy about, I am nervous and sad to an extent. I only have 2 days left at home. Yes, I will only be 2.5 hours away from home but I just can't help but feel a separation anxiety. I am excited about college though. It is just the leaving home that bothers me. But who doesn't it bother? Everyone can act tough about it but deep down we are all scared. I still haven't packed. I don't know if this procrastination of mine is a huge mistake. I'm just not ready to leave. The date snuck up on me too fast. But there is no stopping the inevitable. The 2oth will arrive, and I will get in my car and drive to Memphis. I will unpack my things and set up my room. I will go eat with my parents and then they will leave. My chest hurts at the word leave. But I will be fine. I always feel like this when it is time to say goodbye. As soon as the moment passes I will bounce into dependent mode and be fine. I am having one of my friends be there with me so I don't get upset. But anyway, I am watching people cry over the Japanese people killing whales on Whale Wars. It's a bit over dramatic. I mean yes, it is terrible that they are killing whales, but what are the other people supposed to do about it. They cannot stop the Japanese research team. I have watched them fail 3 times over the course of this post. But anyway, I am getting a bit wordy so I am going to end this post. I will post back after my arrival at Rhodes. I will let you know how I handle it. Unless my keyboard is fried from my tears.

Until next time...